Last night, while driving to go film fire and smash old tvs, I was asked the question
–> “What are you most excited by in life these days?”
I immediately knew what it was.
–> Yoga and mediation.
That is what I am looking forward to and excited by in life right now. Cold fall and winter (*just cold weather in general) severely effects my personal practice. I have an impossible time keeping myself warm and moving in layers is frustrating to me. When it gets cold, I tend to make excuses. I find other distractions rather than make the time to do what I really want to do.
This past summer, I enjoyed the heat and practiced whenever and wherever I could. And I miss that.
My body craves it. It always does, but like all seasons in life, I am struggling to find what I want out of my practice. When I start to think like this, I realize I have a long way to go still. A practice isn’t about wanting, but rather, living.
And that is what I am committed to right now.
–> living it. breathing it. being it.
Abby’s recent quest for fitness is entirely honorable and I so look forward to doing yoga with the family in a few days! (*P.S. Abby, no one is terrible at yoga. It is impossible to be terrible at a practice that’s all about your own body and the way YOUR body works!)
“At various points in our lives, or on a quest, and for reasons that often remain obscure, we are driven to make decisions which prove with hindsight to be loaded with meaning.” – Swami Satchindanada
Most of all, these days, in the midst of trying to stay warm, school distractions (*exams are heavy upon us now), and concerns about my future, I’m working on meditation. Working on staying focused. And most of all, working on practicing appreciation.
So far, I’ve found joy in my practice these days and in doing the same, simple, yet powerful routine.
[*Note: I DO sometimes wear a bindi and DO practice yoga while in India and Nepal. And have been more than encouraged to do so while in both places by friends and family there. That said, I do not do either to attract attention while there. When I practice, I practice in quiet]
2 thoughts on “My practice these days”
You are cool. I applaud you & am amazed by your continued commitment to yoga and meditation, year after year. I envy you, too! I FEEL like I am terrible at yoga, however. I also LOOK like I am terrible at yoga. So, I draw my conclusions thusly… but I am excited about our T’giving practices!
it isn’t about how you look! its about how it makes you feel (even if you think you look weird)